New Year 2012

Happy new yearrr!! DUM DAM DUM DAM.

baru je balik dari hometown 2 hari lepas. then da nk masuk tahun baru. tinggal pulak di rumah sorang2. housemates semua xde. sedihkan. igt nk balik hometown lagi. siap da call family cakap nk balik sebab xde class sampai few days. tapi kene siapkan project pulak. presentation n submission next week. x sempat nk berholiday sangat. tinggal kat rumah sorang2 mmg terasa sgt sunyi. tp best jgk sesekali tinggal kat rumah sorg2. "terasa umah itu aku yang punya" haha.

sorg ke tak ke same je. activity kat rumah tetap same, cume terasa sunyi xde suara2 org. tp xpe, ade drama korean yang menemani hehe. this time layan "prosecutor princess". best jgk drama ni. even baru start today and baru je sampai episode 5, rase drama ni mmg best. permulaan drama best. best la utk kite yang suka princess2 and yang suke berangan hehe. then da sampai few episodes da mula bercerita bab kerjaya as a prosecutor. teringat my sister bila tgk drama ni.

Even though she is a prosecutor, tapi tgk la office ^_^

Its a musttt to highlight Jimmy Choo high heels dalam Prosecutor Princess ni

then b4 countdown new year, kitorang buat barbecue. as ussual ramai kawan2 rapat bersama2 memeriahkn suasana. menjelang je 12 midnight upacara membakar mercun. waahhh bunyinya sangat hebat n sangat meriah. selagi mercun2 tu tak abes, selagi tu xkan puas. and selagi x injured selagi tu tak puas jgk hahaha.

bukan kawan2 je yang celebrate, special guest yang dibawa dari rumah pn ade. siapakah dia? nama nya baby@nico. baby ialah tetamu kecil kami. "baby monkey". sangat comel. lagi kecil dari baby manusia. warna bulunya seakan2 gold.

Baby Nico icap cucu

bila teringat pulak angka umurkuuuu, alamakkkk todaaaakk. eh todak pulak, "tidak" haha. oh now i feel too old for my age. many things havent done well >_< i need to move up! if in korean drama they say "fighting!" :P opsss korean? sounds like childish tak? haha nak membesar dengan matang tengok la horror movie. not korean or barbie. haha kononnye lah :P its ok age is jz a number (pujuk hati sendiri) ^_^ and dikira2 pulak dah 7 years persahabatan anis dengan kawan anis. umur pn sama. menjerit la sama2!! hahaha

banyak lagi azam dan cita2 yang perlu dikejar. now im finishing my studies. its a 'must' to get a great job. and look at my friends yang da beranak pinak. lagi terasa bila yang lagi muda da kawin. for me, bagai menunggu buah yang tak jatuh haha. bukannya tergesa2 nak kawin, even tak ready pn lagi. orang lain je yang risau lebih :P umur sekarang masih muda, bukannya tua pn. lom lagi andartu hehe. terasa budak2 lagi. masih di alam universitas

alkisahnya new year ku tahun ni tak berseorangan. hehe... countdown last year was with my housemate. and countdown this with my beloved friends. i loike ^_^ thx friends ;)

FRIENDS with EX

Friends with ur EX! tettttttt ^_^     >_<     @_@     #_#  

Have u ever experienced being friends with ur ex? Ok i question u, can u really stay friends after u've split with a guy or will u both be harbouring unhelpful hidden agendas fed by lust, love or a desire for revenge? All's fine till he finds out about ur new BOYFRIEND!

If i question myself, my answer is YES. but long long time ago :P

OMG no words, there's nothing more cringeful than seeing my ex for the 1st time since we split. How should i handle? If i make a quit exit it will look like im still not over him or that i feel like a complete heel bout causing breakup. If i hv polite conversation then every eye will be on the two of us & we could end up with the awkwardness of dealing with the "let's catch up for coffee sometime" scenario.

Its a nice idea, after all, at one point, i thought this guy was the one, so why i throw all those years down the drain when i could still remain friends for old time's sake. time for a reality check and be honest with myself. we still be friends? will be able to chat about studies and friends n our love life without feeling we're entering dangerous or difficult territory? or will meeting up for a latte or three every few months lead to an emotional slippery slope where i delay getting over each other bcz i am still bitter and twisted about what happened or still truly, madly, deeply in love. The point to breaking up after all is that we dont see each other anymore.

There are some couples after they broke up, they are still best buddies. But then there are couples havent been able to let go of each other. Is that what i want? before i decide how to play out my recent split, i have to be aware of the let's-stay-friends pitfalls n positives.

Lets catch some tips about what im gonna do if :

If he broke it off,

When a guy breaks it off when i'm still in love with him, at 1st i go into total character assassination mode. to my friends i point out all of his flaws, from snoring to emotional immaturity & they tell me the things they secretly didnt like about him. Instantly i feel better that he wasnt the kind of guy i should waste anymore time on. Who needs him anyway? only trouble is, over time all memory of those annoying habits may start to get wiped from my hard drive. once i'm really missing the cosy day like crazy i may remember only his good points.

If i broke it off,

maybe i acted too hastily. maybe he was as good as it gets. maybe i'm a fool and i should never have dumped him. i may torture myself with these kind of thoughts n concerns months or even years after a breakup that i initiated. The problem? ongoing single status since the split can make me start to completely lose confidence in my decision. The same doubts can creep in if i've gone through quite a few relationships and they've all been dead end. but jz when im ready to beg him to come back to me, then text :P then meet up for a quick bite which seeing him again reminds me how arrogant, sarcastic, work obbessed, self centred, n vain he was. within a nanosecond  im cured of wanting him back and remainded that i was absolutely, totally, completely right to give him the flick.

 

and if my ex still hangs out with me and i can share a joke or a coffee now and then it sends a strong signal to other ppl to back off.