Si Gadis Jatuh Tangga

Alkisahnya bermula pada suatu malam. Nini, Hana, & Intan pegi study kat library. Time tu library full. Kitorang study kat 1st floor. Then ada sorang student naik tangga. Sampai je tengah2 tangga tu, dalam suasana library time tu yang sangat sunyi sepi walaupn ramai orang, tetibe "tercemar" dengan bunyi "AAAHH". Kuat tapi sesaat je. Semua orang pandang ke arah bunyi tu. Student yang kat 2nd floor pun semuanya intai ke bawah. Rupanya ada budak jatuh tangga. Da terduduk atas tangga tu. Si gadis..Kesiannya.. Then ada one guy yang naik tangga da sampai atas da, turun balik nak tolong budak jatuh tangga tu. He asked, "are you ok?". Then girl yang jatuh tu tunduk je muka, langsung tak pandang lelaki tu. She said "I'm ok", then terus naik atas pegi 2nd floor. Da tak sanggup agaknya. Malu sangat.. She should thank him but faham lah keadaan dia.

Around 15 minutes after that, then girl tu turun pegi 1st floor. Sekali sampai je kat 1st floor semua orang tak henti-henti ketawa. Jahatnyaa... Haha tapi sebenarnya diorang geli hati tgk budak pempuan tu jatuh tadi. Nini tengok at first semua orang terdiam sebab terkejut tengok budak tu jatuh. Sekali budak tu bangun and pandang diorang, diorang semua tersembur ketawa. Especially Intan & Hana. Budak budak dalam library tu ketawa sampai library tutup. Haha tak jadi study dibuatnya. Apa yang geli hati sangat ntah.

Okay lets continue studying

Malas layan diorang ketawa dan budak jatuh tu. Nini pun sambung study. Tengah tengah study tu tetiba Nini terpandang jari kaki Nini luka. Before nampak luka tu tak rasa sakit langsung. Sekali nampak je luka tu terus rasa sakit. Rupanya Nini lah Si Gadis Jatuh Tangga tu.. Hihihi

Hana my craziest housemate

Intan

Dan.. Rupa rupanya si Intan & Hana da post incident Nini jatuh tangga tu dalam FB. Banyak comment simpati. Haha kelakar. Diorang ingat teruk sangat. Ada pulak yang tambah tambah cerita cakap Nini jatuh tergolek golek sampai ke ground floor tempat security depan pintu library tu. Tak masuk akal.. Ada pulak yang percaya hahaha. Nasib baik takde yang record :P

Ingatkan end of story la kan. Sekali sampai 2 minggu pun still budak budak dalam library tu asyik senyum and ketawa sebab student sama yang pegi library. Even tak kenal pun da jadi kenal.

Photos taken during the night ^_*

It's not over

Ok as we know, who’s not afriad to fall because getting up is so hard if it hurt when you reach the ground. But don't ever be afraid to open your eyes and let go the bad things happened. What past is past.


Ok.. Long story short, again I was grounded for months. Actually not too many people know about my recent breakup, opss.. 'breakup'. Such a nice word to mention. & being only human, I had moments of saying to myself, “never again”. Sometimes I allow the failed relationship to taint my heart. It really does take a long time to get over someone you truly care. I myself have felt that way. Sobsss...

But, you know, after all that heartache, when I do find love again, it will be even more wonderful. I asked myself, had I been setting myself up to be afraid to fall in love.. I dont think so, but for others, this is a reality. That they cannot fall in love, because they are afraid.


As with all things that are good, beautiful, & great, sometimes I just need to let go of my fears. The gift of love, the gift of being in a relationship with someone I care about, & hopefully someone I fall in love with, is enough for me to hope, & hold on to that hope until that day comes, when I find the right person for me.

Its important that I pick myself up & not drown myself in forever sorrows. Maybe its just not meant to be, maybe there is someone more compatible waiting out there. But if I do not move on, I'll never find out. I mean come on, there's really no way that I can do WORSE!


I have come to realize all the good moments, the blessings, the undeniable love that I had. Its easy to build a relationship with someone. It starts with conversation & learning about 1 another & you’ll find that it rapidly moves on to he-ing and she-ing as that's how we’re all programmed. Keeping a good relationship is tougher because it seems that 1 person tends to think all the work has been done and a relationship is always evolving.


Love is the most exiting and most wonderful thing that life suggests for us. Love brings happiness, inspiration, incredible power, it enables you to do things you would never imagine u are able to do. It is so nice to love someone & to be loved, however, it is really not so easy to find the ONE.
and still, i am looking & hoping to find love again in that somebody ! ^_^

All About My Diary

Friends fear, about me or about their innocence?

Wow... This is still a tough one for me. I used to keep a diary, & during my first year of high school, I was confused &, well, experimenting. I loved to write, so that is what I did. I wrote about everything in my diary; my trials & errors, my sadness, my fears, my friends, my family.


Then one day my best friend did the most distrusting thing... She read my diary! She said it was because she was worried about me... Which is no excuse whatsoever! & I still have not forgive that action she took. Long story short... I got in a lot of trouble for the evidence my diary possessed, I was grounded for months & she tried to put me through therapy for it... Which pissed me off even more at the time. I hated her for a long time following, & I've punished her since. You see, she always wanted me to be a writer. So I stopped writing... Then blamed it on her.


Now, I cant tell if that was more a punishment for her or myself. Anyway, it is still a sore subject almost 10 years later. But I know even though I being upset over reading my diary, but I also have to understand that for a best friend to go to those measures to find out what is going on with her best friend is heartbreaking enough. I look at it as a wake up call & a learning experience for all of us.


I have gone through challenging moments growing up, but instead of using them as an excuse of why I chose not to pursue my passion I channeled my energies in other directions.

"It is often better to decide what is important to hold on to, what we are going to forgive, & what we let haunt us & perhaps move on."

My Lucky & Unlucky Life

When I was borned, I came bounding into a world of love & laughter. I was the 1st child & the primary focus of my entire extended family. My parents were young & energetic and had every good intention for their new babygirl. I grew up with opportunities for intellectual & spiritual growth, secure in the knowledge that I was loved, free from fear, & confident that my world was close to perfect. & I was the center of a world that had meaning only in terms of its effect on me.

This state of innocence persisted through my age, but change dramatically. Everything change in the wink of an eye. With this compassion & experience comes an even greater responsibility.

"To whom much is given, of him will much be required"

As I move forward in my life, it is my hope that I can begin to see other people from 2 vantage points which are theirs & mine. By doin this, I will begin to understand that with my every position or emotion there may be someone else standing at an equally valid, yet possible opposite point. & that life, for them, has a different hue.